Wednesday, 28 May 2008
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113.2
argh! i hate how i don't binge or anything, i eat and workut the same amount, but i gain weight. its really annoying. cuz then i dn't know if i should change my diet or routine, or if my body's jsut being funky. and the scale gave me 3 diff weights. first i stepped on it and it said 109 and jumped to 110, so i was like wtf? and i stepped on it again and it said 113.2, so i did it again and it was 113.4.
i'm doing good on my month challange so far. 2 days down, 28 to go! but there's a BIG temptation in the fridge right now. carrot cake! eeeeek! and if i don't eat it my bf will. :( that's one of my kryptonite foods. hmmm...now i need to evaluate just what this challange means. i said no junk food except a weekly treat. but since i'm not really concerned with losing mroe weight, i don't see why. obviously binging on junk food is a no-no....hm.....well i'm going to eat it. and that'll be my treat for the week. i guess i'll see how strong my will-power is. oh, and we got a deep fryer last night. great for someone on a diet to have, huh? but it'll be good for my bf. he needs to gain some weight. and taht way i can cook both our meats and veggies for a meal, but i can have a salad for my side-dish and he can have...deep fried pickles...don't ask me, i'm not a red neck like him.
you know, i've really gotten sucked into this health thing. like even beyond my ED. i'm actually starting to think i might want to be a nutritionist or something. oh! i almost forgot! there are 2 shows that you need to watch on youtube right now! one is called Super Skinny Me and the other is Supersize vs Superskinny. they're both BBC shows (i love bbc!) and really really interesting. but the supersize v superskinny might disgust you, trigger you, make you wanna die...just watch it and you'll see what i mean.
ok, off to watch the tyra show and workout!
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